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649words2026-01-26 09:06

I was disheartened,letting Uncle Biao trample on me wantonly,and tears flowed down silently.
The pain spread throughout my body,but it was far less than one ten-thousandth of the pain in my heart.
Wendy stood outside the door,remaining indifferent even as I let out heart-rending howls.

It was at that moment that the hatred for him began to take root in my heart and continued to spread.
Wendy was the man I loved the most in my life,
and also the man who had hurt me the deepest.
People are often so pathetic.The more they can't control something,the more they can't let it go.
And for Ryan,who had been my"backup"for years,I had become the heartless woman he loved but couldn't have.
"Zoe,what do you mean?Less than three days after we broke up,you're already so eager to sleep with another man?"

Wendy's hysterical shout came through the phone,which was exactly what I wanted.
I carefully admired the WeChat Moments I had just posted.In the photo,Ryan and I were lying on the hotel bed,and he was kissing my neck...
The caption read:Thank you for always waiting for me where you are.
After taking the photo,I immediately refused Ryan's further advances,acting just like the"green tea girl"others talked about.I said,"You're drunk,"and then left the hotel without looking back.

Yes,I had used Ryan again,just to provoke Wendy.
This kind of scene had played out hundreds of times between us.Ryan always pretended not to care and silently cooperated with my act.
I didn't know if he was really drunk or just pretending.Seeing me leave without looking back,an unquenchable anger rose from his whole body,as if he was about to pounce on me and devour me.
As expected,Wendy and I soon made up.
Under his sweet words,I quickly forgot his infidelity once again,just as I habitually forgot my use of Ryan.
I always gave myself a mental hint that as long as he could admit his mistake,it meant he still had me in his heart.
My love for Wendy was so humble that it was like dust,just like Ryan's love for me.
"Tell me,is Ryan better in bed or am I?"Wendy pinned me down and suddenly asked with great interest.
"We didn't do anything!"I replied irritably.
"It's impossible.You two were both in bed.No normal man would let you go!"Wendy said firmly,as if he was talking about someone else's girlfriend and showed no jealousy at all.
I angrily pushed him away and lost all interest in continuing.Yes,Wendy was a normal man,and he had indeed never let any woman who climbed into his bed go.
He also thought this topic was boring at the moment,so he put on his clothes and went to the balcony to smoke a sullen cigarette.
Ryan had indeed never touched me,even when I was lying naked in front of him.
Could it be that he was really an abnormal man as Wendy said?Remembering how I had always played him for a fool and wantonly toyed with his true feelings for me,I felt a twinge of guilt in my heart.
Those who are favored are always fearless.All along,I had trampled on Ryan's persistent love for me without a care,and then turned to fawn over a playboy who only loved my appearance.
"Zoe is just good-looking and has a nice figure.Taking her out is really face-saving!The key is that she's obedient.No matter how many times I cheat on her,a few nice words can always make her happy again!"
This was what Wendy said to his bunch of cronies after getting drunk.
I came out of the bathroom and happened to hear it.I could only turn back the way I came and pretend that nothing had happened.
"Is it worth demeaning yourself like this for a man who doesn't love you at all?"Ryan once asked me seriously.
"What about you?Is it worth it for me?"I retorted.
Ryan shook his head helplessly,said,"We're different,"and then didn't say anything more.