Chapter 32
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I left not turning back.
"Would you like to have a cup of coffee?" Stephen asked.
We didn't even say a word to each other on our way to his house. My eyes was red and looking swollen like it was pierced. I was crying all through. My eyes were weak and could no longer shed tears. It was eating me within. I just had the worst birthday ever. Not only that, the worst nightmare.
"No need. I better off this way." I said, heading to the room but Stephen stops me by his words.
"Sharon, i know i might sound a little selfish," He held my hands. "But just think about it, 'You and i forever'. He said jokingly.
"I don't understand."
"I mean, you are Patricia's half sister and her father's true blood. So it doesn't matter anymore. I don't have to marry Patricia, just you."
I signed, covering my face with my hands. Totally not what i expected from Stephen although he's right.
"C'mon. it's just like a fairy tale. Though i don't watch them."
"Stephen not now."
"Just think about it. This is good news."
"Don't ruin my moment. I need to think about the awful lies they have been holding in."
"That resulted into good news."
"Seriously?" I went into his room. "I need to have some rest."
Stephen's phone rang.
"I'll join you later. I need to answer this call."
She didn't reply.
"Hey,Stiles."
"How did it go? The birthday?" Stiles asked.
"Great. You wouldn't believe what happened."
"What? Tell me?"
"Sharon and Patricia are sisters all this while."
"Are you kidding me! Gosh! You've been fucking them both. You're one lucky bro."
"Yeah, i know." he smirked.
"So, how did Sharon react? And Patricia? I"m sure she went wild."
"Well, i was so unlucky. I showed up at the end of the scene."
"Oh, why? That would have been the fun part."
"Something came up."
"Okay, we'll see tomorrow. My babe just walked in. I'm about to have some crazy fun."
"Don't nail it too hard." Stephen says.
"That's a 'sure' thing. Bye. Can't miss this." He hung up.
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Sharon's pov
My new car keys that my mom had given me during my birthday party dropped down on the floor. As i was about picking it, my eyes was drawn to a book underneath Stephen's bed. I took it and behold, It was his diary.
I saw his diary.
I never knew Stephen had a diary. I want to read it. I want to know everything about him. At least i'm his girlfriend. "No". I shook my head. It's not right but who cares? I took it back and sat on the bed reading it.
Stephen's diary
March 10 2007
Dear diary, it's hard to put this down because it hurts. It hurt me a lot. This is the worst day in my life. I killed my younger brother, Nathan. I swear, i didn't mean to. It was a mistake. We got into a fight. . I swear,i didn't mean to. I mistakenly pushed him down the stairs. I didn't know what to do. I was really scared. I quickly called my parents but they were too slow to pick up but when they eventually did, he lost his breath. My parents hate me. They all blamed me. I really wish i was in his position. I wish i was dead. The guilt is killing me. I don't think i can ever be the same.
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I felt sorry for Stephen. To hold in this pain for too long.
September 19 2007
Dear diary,
I know it's been long. I just want you to know that i was betrothed to Patricia Scott today. She's pretty and i like her. I hope this relationship will be able to work.
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August 5 2014
Today was the first day some guys taught me how to smoke. It was also the first time i had sex. It was fun.
Note: If you're underage, don't ever try this. It's wrong.
August 6 2014
I had sex with Patricia. She was a virgin. I was the first guy to have sex with her. I was pretty hard on her.
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I gave different expression to every part i read. Yeah, i was jealous but there relationship is over so it didn't matter.
April 9 2017
Diary, I have done something bad this time again and i completely regret it. I swear. It happened today on my birthday. My friends and i were half drunk in my room. I brought up a stupid game, whosoever comes in,especially a girl, we will have sex with her. A new student who got invited to my party, Jemma Spencer came in and we raped her. Unknown to us at first, she was a virgin. She was really weak because we all slept with her on several rounds. Seriously, i wasn't myself . What pained me the most was that she died as i was fucking her. I really wish i could turn back time and correct my mistakes. I wish she would forgive us.
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"Oh my god! This can't be. It can't be Stephen. He can't be a murderer. He can't do this. No wonder i saw a poster of a missing girl in our school. No, i need to finish reading it."
AS i heard Stephen's footsteps, i quickly hid the book.
"Babe, i heard your voice outside. Is something wrong?" He asked as he came to bed.
"N...no,no, nothing."
"Okay, I'm going to sleep. You should get some rest and stop thinking about it. Good night." He planted a light kiss on my forehead.
I continued reading immediately he fell asleep.
