Chapter 18
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"For now." He says firmly
"Why can't you just wait for me Bran?"
"Because I can't fucking share you Kimberly! I can't stand touching you and knowing that someone else is going to touch you afterwards, has more right to touch you in public than I do!"
"I'm just asking for more time!"
"And like I said,get it over with."
I stare at him in disbelief.
"Oh you're one to talk."
"What the fuck is that suppose to mean?"
"You're out there fucking Brianna,she touches you too!"
"I left her Kim. I left her two days ago."
"It was easy because you didn't and don't love her!"
I yell. His eyes harden and I see the invisible wall lifting,his jaw clenches
"You still love him." He states
"Bran...you don't understand,I didn't mean-" I soften my voice realising my mistake.
"You love him." He repeats.
I don't answer due to the heaviness of the lie I want to spit just to make him feel okay
He walks backwards to the door
"Brandon.."
I say pleading with my eyes. He turns and then disappears through it.
I call Brandon countless times but he doesn't pick up,I text him but he doesn't reply,
Me: Bran please let's talk.
Nothing,blue ticks stare back at me
Me: Brandon..please
Still nothing.
A few hours later I contemplate whether I should go to his house or not. Love just doesn't end by the snap of fingers, I still love Ronan. I know the feelings I'm having for Brandon are eating my entire heart. Sooner or later I need to face the truth.
Two days later Brandon still doesn't answer my calls or texts, I've been plastering fake smiles at Ronan. My skin itches everytime he touches me, it's like my body doesn't want him to touch it.
Me: We need to talk
Ron: Is everything okay? My place anytime.
I close the message box and release a deep breath.
I'm let into the house by the butler.
"He's upstairs miss."
"Thank you."
I walk up the stairs and knock once then enter, closing door behind me.
He grabs both my cheeks and kisses me on the lips but I don't kiss him back.
"What's wrong?"
"We need to talk."
"Yeah you said that on text,what's wrong beautiful?"
"Ron." I grab his hands sliding them from me
"I'm sorry." Tears start flowing down my cheeks "im so sorry."
"Baby, you're scaring me."
"I can't do it Ron. I just can't."
"Can't do..what?"
He asks confused, I let out a sob and his face twists in understanding
"Wait..is this about us?"
"I'm sorry, I just can't keep doing this with you."
"Wait..are you breaking up with me?"
"I'm sorry." I whisper
"Are you?"
"Yes."
I sob wrapping my hands around myself. The hurt on his face shutters my heart into peaces
"If I did something wrong please tell me how to fix it."
I shake my head
"Then tell me why, if you love me you wouldn't want to break up with me."
I stare at him feeling more moisture building.
His facial expression changes into one of doubt
"You still love me right?" He asks slowly, searching my face
"I don't, I don't feel the same-"
"You can't do this to me Kim."
"I can't be with you when-" I halt
"When what?"
realisation seeps in slowly
"Do you like someone else?"
I just look at him,my hands hanging weak on my sides.
"So I'm right. Did you cheat on me?"
"I'm so sorry Ron."
My voice comes out hoarse from all the crying and i sniff
"Since when? Since when did you start seeing the little fuck?"
I shake my head
His demeanor changes, his face turns angry,jaw locked and shoulders squared. Whatever has taken over him scares me.
"Get out."
"What? Ro-"
"Out!"
I flinch and he turns his back to me. I move to the door, my hand is on the doorknob when I hear
"And Kimberly?" I pause
"I'll find him, and then I'll ruin him."
His icy tone sends a chill down my spine.
I walk out and don't dare look back
I cry my heart out in the cab.
God I didn't want to hurt Ronan, I didn't mean to. His reaction was worse than I thought, if he finds out it's Brandon..
I shake my head stopping right there, the thought alone scares the crap out of me, I have to be careful. I won't see Brandon for a while, a month maybe?
We are closing school after all.
I'll just go at uncle Luca's to get some air.
BRANDON
When I saw Kimberly's figure disappear inside Ronan's room, it pissed me the fuck off.
The fact that she denies our attraction being more annoys me the most. Did she rethink about leaving him? If she did and thinks I'll back off just like that then she's totally wrong.
I know she wants this, she wants us.
I won't let her fear and selflessness kill whatever thing is going on between us. I've never felt this way about any girl before and now that I have, I won't let it go just like that. I'll use force even If I have to.
Kimberly's texts and calls have abruptly stopped, without warning.
I stare at her messages and decide to stop the ghosting
Me: What the fuck were you doing in that Wankers room?
Blue ticks
Me: I told you I don't like it when you ignore me.
She doesn't open it, I wait and wait until my patience runs out. Fuck it.
I stand from the bed and head out to find her.
I park in the dark and walk up to the side of her house where her bedroom is. She's standing directly in front of the window with a towel wrapped around her, her hair looks wet.
She turns and I can see her side,her hand slowly lets go of the towel and I suck in a sharp breath.
her milky tits move with the heaving of her chest,her nipples are hard, begging to be sucked.
Her small hand moves slowly to her pussy, I can't clearly see because she's turned on the side, I can see her hand moving in a circular motion.
She throws her head back and her lips part. Her other hand shakes as she lifts it to touch her nipple,she pinches and I can see her lips widen. She's moaning.
I open my jeans and grab my hard dick, I start masterbating at her beautiful view.
"Fuck."
I hiss, I'm close but I hold on,I've never been this hard before. She shakes and I know she's close
One
Two
Three
And ...she comes,I thrust twice and i do too.
I tuck myself in. Her head looks at the side and she grabs her phone,the display light illuminated her beautiful features, I'm still appreciating how beautiful she is when she drops her phone and picks the towel wrapping it around herself. She squeezes it so tight that my heart hammers in my chest,she looks like she's hyperventilating.
Im about to rush and break down the door like a mad man just to check what's wrong when a shadow moves in my peripheral vision. My head snaps in that direction and I see a shadow running,
My mind goes into high drive and I start to chase after the person. He's fast I'll give him that but I'm faster, this fucker definitely is an athlete no doubt.
I don't know how I loose him
"Fuck."
I turn and plum my fist into the nearest tree.
Kimberly probably felt secure because her window is at the other side where no one can see and nobody goes on other peoples premises especially if it's secured. How the fuck did he get in? Only I have the means to.
I have to get that phone no matter what. I need to get that number and try my best to trace it. I know it's a long shot but it's worth a try.
I corner Kim, the moment I touch her she screams. I slam my hand on her mouth.
"Shhh it's me."
Her body instantly relaxes. I let her mouth go,she turns
"You scared me Brandon."
"I know you're scared of someone. Give me your phone."
"No." She tightens her grip on the phone.
"Give.It."
She shake her head and I move and wrap my hand around her throat. She gasps
"Brandon.."
"I tell you something, you do it. Two questions."
Lifting her uniform skirt, I run my fingers on her pussy over her panties. She bites her lip to stop the moan threatening to spill. I rub again and again, she bites her lip hard enough to draw blood.
I press my thumb on her chin releasing her lip from between her teeth and sure enough there's blood. I lick her blood off her lips and suck them in my mouth she whimpers in pain. I bite on her lip hard.
"Stop."
