Chapter 17
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I reach for his zipper and he grabs my wrist to stop me, I look at him
"I just want to touch it."
We stare at each other for a few beats. I bite the left side of my bottom lip
"Fuck!" He whispers, then he lets go of my wrist
Opening the button of his pants, I take his very huge dick wrapping my hand around it, my eyes wide,so I didn't imagine it, it's as big as I remember.
I pump my fist up and down his length, he groans and I do it again this time I swipe my thumb on the crown and he hisses.
I look from his dick to his face,his eyes are hooded and his lips part as he groans, it's so hot to see him in so much pleasure. I'd do it over and over again just to see this part of him, I think of Bree and jealousy assaults my insides, she's seen him like this.
"Hey," he lifts my chin "don't think. It's just you,you're the only one who gets to see me like this." He says.
I smile and bite my bottom lip to stop myself, he wraps his fingers around my chin and releases my lip from between my teeth with his thumb then he swipes on it and does the same on the inside.
His hand moves to my throat and wraps around it. Bringing my face down to his,he kisses me and I kiss him back. I grind myself on his thigh while I pump his dick with my hand, my insides ache,itch and the more I pump him the more I imagine how much the sweet relief would flow through me if I just put it inside me instead.
I pull away from his lips panting, lifting on my knees,I place my hand on his chest for balance and level his crown at my entrance.
He grabs my wrist again stoping me, the fact that he doesn't want to fuck me like this spreads a warm feeling in my chest, Brandon doesn't care about anyone or anything,he doesn't care about girl's dignities, he'd fuck them anywhere. I still remember the two times I caught his car making weird thumps and movements,when I got closer I clearly heard the moans coming from Bree.
His crude words being "you want me to fuck you in the school premises like the shameless whore you are?" The fact that he's respecting me enough despite my pushing makes my feelings for him grow. I found it difficult to sleep after the second incident I caught them,my pussy throbed for days,I tried every solution but the ache still came back at night,the slapping of flesh,the moans and grunts,I wanted to feel what she felt.
I wanted back what's rightfully Mine.
I might not admit it or claim it,hell even Brandon doesn't know it yet but he's mine,only mine and it drives me crazy knowing someone else touches him the way I am right now,I'm choosing myself this time,I cant keep hurting Ronan and myself,about Brandon..I don't know if I hurt him too.
"Just the tip."
I say,my voice comes out hoarse. He stares at me contemplating whether he should let me or not. I lean and lick his earlobe then whisper
"Please..."
He takes in a sharp breath and then releases my wrist.
I move down abit and bump his crown on my clit, I moan,my head falling back. I do it again and again, I shudder releasing a small moan, he reaches for the buttons and plays music to filter our sounds.
"Ohh.uhhh...oh."
my moans become louder as I slap my clit with his dick. I swipe it from my clit to my entrance,my eyes half closing on their own with the amount of pleasure zipping through me. I circle the crown on my entrance,my body shakes like a leaf, Brandon's hands move to my boobs and he massages roughly,pinching and squeezing,he leans and sucks on my neck,his breaths coming out harsh.
I dip his crown inside me and I whimper,my moans mixing with the music. He hisses and then groans
"Fuck baby."
Then he flips us,I lie on my back reaching out my hands desperate to touch any part of his body. He braces his hand at the side of my head on the headrest and grabs his dick with the other, roughly slapping my clit and then swiping and dipping his crown into my entrance. I want it all, I'll go crazy if I don't..
"I want more."
I can barely recognize my own voice. He shakes his head and releases his dick, I'm about to oppose when he thrusts two finger inside me without warning,my back arches from the seat and he takes advantage of my position by sucking my nipples so hard they hurt.
"Bran.."
I whimper. He pumps his fingers in and out of me, I close my eyes as his knuckles graze my walls, I've never felt so much pleasure before. My eyes close
"Look at me baby. Open your eyes."
I do and my heart skips a beat when I find his staring into mine,his eyes are hooded,the most sexy thing I've ever seen again. He adds another finger and thrusts in, curling them and starts thrusting rough and fast hitting my G-spot, my hair sticks to my skin with sweat,he seals his lips on mine swallowing my moans, in a few seconds I come like I've never come before.
He pumps himself once twice and then he comes too.
Pulling his pants on,he kisses my neck and flips us over again, I lie on top of him both of us catching our breaths. He turns on the aircon,the fresh air feels so good. I start to doze when he shakes me
"Hey, let's get you inside."
I lift and rub my eyes
"Oh. I'm just tired, I can go in by myself."
"You sure?"
"Yes."
I smile and slide off him. I'm about to grab my torn panties when he beats me to it, he stuffs them in his pocket,my eyes widen
"Am keeping these."
He sniffs then,I bite my upper lip
"Okay." I whisper and step out of the car then wave.
I enter the house and straight up to my room,I click the door shut and lean my back against it,I smile and bite my lip while closing my eyes.
It's been three days,three days of me and Brandon touching and driving each other to the brink of insanity everytime he drives me home in his car.
I've been trying to tell Ronan that I can't be with him but can't find a better way. I've tried three times already but end up excusing it for something else. I've never felt so happy and looking forward to seeing someone like I do Bran
"Kim. You've been smiling the whole day,what is it?"
"No I haven't."
"Aha! You were,the fact that you're denying it gives you away. Tell me! I'm your best friend."
I sigh and pull her to a corner
"It's Brandon. He and I...we..we did some things."
"What?!" She whisper-yells "you guys did it?"
"No Sam. I'm still seeing Ronan,I won't sleep with Bran."
"Then why don't you break up with him?"
"It's not that easy Sam, we've been together for two to three years, I can't just go 'Ron I don't think this is working' I can't just do that, I need to do it properly and at the right moment."
She gasps
"So you are considering it?"
I smile tucking my lips in.
Brandon walks in with a pen at his ear. He takes a seat at the back joining in on the teams conversation.
His eyes scan me from top to bottom making me hold my breath,the moment they lock with mine my heart starts beating fast.
During break I head to the library telling Sam I'll find her in the cafeteria. I'm placing back the book I borrowed when a hot breath fans my nape, tingles start on my skin and I know exactly who it is. His hands run up my arms from behind as he breaths deeply, calmly.
"Bran..." I shiver
He places small kisses on my nape, goosebumps spread all over my skin and my eyes close. I try to turn but he holds me in place.
"Not yet sweetheart."
I try to turn again but he firmly holds me in place
"Please..I want to touch you."
He's quite for a few seconds,then his hands loosen and I turn to face him, I open two buttons on his shirt and run my palms on his firm sculpted abs.
"I missed you."
I whisper on his lips
He doesn't respond but kisses me slowly, strocking his tongue in my mouth.
He pulls away and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear, I keep explorinh his chest with my hands
"Did you do it?"
My attention moves from his chest to his eyes,I tuck my lips in trying to find the right words
"Not yet, I couldn't-" I don't get finish my statement when he cuts in
"You didn't." A statement not a question
"I tried to."
"What's so hard about telling him huh?" He looks annoyed
"Brandon, it's not that easy,I can't just tell him out of the blue,I need it to be right."
He stares at me for long seconds
"Then I think we should stop this until you officially break up with him."
